My Eyes Wont Dry

I was hurt and was broken into pieces. I didn't know that it could be really so painful that it would make me want to run away and escape from truth. I dont think I can breathe the same air that I am breathing before, take the same path that I am walking, meet the same people that I use to nod and greet everyday. I am feeling suffocated, my tears wont dry as if there is a spring inside my eyes.

Anywhere i turn my eyes, all the memories are there. There were nights that I would fall asleep crying and wake-up

just to cry again. I wish I am dead, maybe this is what feels like to be a living dead. Working and living without purpose. I guess this is what people meant to say that somebody took their heart away from them. Yes, you took my heart away from me and leave it somewhere. I am not sure if it is still beating coz I cannot hear it anymore. Maybe that is why my eyes wont dry, it is mourning for my dead heart.

I need space, a new environment where I can find my heart. Maybe it can still be save and can put it back in its right place. I know there would be scars coz it has been terribly wounded...

But maybe when I find my heart again, my eyes will dry...